My head is so fucked up with my thoughts of my family life and how fucked up my family is with comunication i hate it. I would love to tell them whats on my mind but they keep so much from me. I actually cant bring myself to talk anymore, All I say now is yeah, no, ok, dunno and I fake laugh thats it because my head is so emotionally messed up I dont know how to comunicate with them anymore. Im becoming more and more distant from them not phsyically but mentally. My mum asked my dad how i was and his reply she abit quite, i was in the fucking car and What kind of fucking question is that after my dad just told me the worst fucking news ever!! I’m not gunna lie i’m a bit SCARED!!












